ramboling...

Looks like we're in the same boat...
Toyed with someones emotions got them all in it...
Hmmm but are they truly alone...
Can actually say the words i love you meant nothing
But we love all our friends dont we...
Its all in my head right
Hmmm clearly im not alone....
Shawtys full of the shyt from the head to the heart
SMDH... damns shawtys stuck
Somebody better wish shawty luck...
Lesson learned truly indeed
No longer will i be that bad seed....
Head over heels shes clearly fallen
Why you playin and stallin...
Got shawty dyin without you... some friend you are
Guess shes better off dead,
cause shes obviously sick in the head....
Maybe she isnt... someone had to give her hope
Or was it all a hoax....
Iono what to believe, all of this is hard to recieve
Just tired of feeling decieved....

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a masterpiece i see...

staring at the blank canvas i see it so beautiful more than you shall ever see is it what love should be yes i think so its like the flowers in the spring the birds singin their melodies oh how love should be.... i could paint a pretty picture but you truly are a masterpiece all that one could ever dream of i see when i look at thee... but, yet and still the canvas blank and your only a dream that will never be... but one can wish cant she.....

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...11..23..10...

does this journey every come to and end the pain... the misery ive had more than enough of days run into night just lookim for that light, somewhere out there yes indeed somewhere out there is a place for me ive sailed the seas lookin for thee but all i found was pain and misery... somewhere out there its gotta be one day im sure i'll see all that life is suppose to be until then im on this journey with pain and misery....

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when shyts real....

when shyts real its really real.... your minds really givin it to ya same script different cast just dont know how long this will last ooooohhh how the past haunts ya..... shyts really real huh???? not understanding what more to do or what really its gonna take.... i know one thing though if i listen to the voices someones gonna end up in a lake..... its crazy how angry i get just replayin the scene shyts really real i wonder if you know know what i really mean... like really wondering whats the point things are destined to remain the same when shyts definately REAL!!!!

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Numb...

when nothing matters
not even a care in the world
what is there to do
all of the arguements
all of the tears
nothing means anything
just a bunch of nothing
boxed up is where i kept you
but why
why when its all nothing
thought you were something
but no that was just me imagining
looking more into something
that was more like nothing....
for awhile i'll admit it bothered me
but now ....

hmmmm now
now im free
free from thee
for all drama theres karma
no longer dumb
but forever NUMB to thee......

crystal clear...

i cant believe my eyes...

oh but i can,

its a clear as the blue skies

even the blind know it

no lie,

the tye between you two

i get it dont you?

(H + O H2O) chemistry that is

you definately got it

no need to deny it

its always been there

not the only one though

even the bf told me on the low though,

any minnie miny moe

look whos heart is out the door,

no need to voice it...

its crystal clear

you've definately made the wrong CHOICE!!!

the past that didnt last....

the past is the past so why not just leave it there took me awhile to realize that but im feelin so much better now now that ive let go no sense on holdin on to shyt shyt thats only gonna hurt u in the end feelin like an eagle soarin through the sky finally free the hold is no longer there livin for me now and oh how it feels so great!!!

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wanting

it seems that we spend majority of our lives wanting hmmm wanting what we cant have... like a junkie just tryna get a fix, but nothings ever enough nothing gets me back there, wanting the high like the 1st time the emptiness to be filled and the cup run over with your love just wanting what i want praying for the heavens to bless me... please bless me once more and fullfill all desires maybe one day, but til then.... im left wanting......

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stuck...

feeling stuck like a mouse on a trap wanting so much more but how do i get there tired of dreaming ready to start living but where does life begin... everything has a beginning and an ending but wheres mine... so many desires left to be fulfilled use to things being a breeze now i just wish time would just freeze wanting to rewind to a happier place but now im left to deal with lifes mistakes... once again im feeling stuck oh how my life sucks....

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speedin....

ballin outta control tryna find my way find my way to you... avoidin all detours not lettin anything stop me doin whatever it takes... i just wanna be there in that special place... dont erase me from your heart for in mine you shall forever be... not just a memory but the idea of what love should be... it only leaves me speedin ballin outta control tryna get to you...

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....

sooo far gonegot me feelin all alonewishin you were near to feel your warm embracei always wonderwonder what it would bethat is lifeif only you were still here with thee...feeling half emptylike nothing can make me wholeholding on to your memory for that is all that is left of youjust a mere memory thats slowly fading away....

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feenin....

marilyn marilyn where art thou marilyn got a bytch feenin feenin like heroin damn where the hell you been... got me wantin more and more nothin is ever enough high off the thought of you got me never wantin to come down but thats just it... just a thought a figment of the imagination never to be reality but damn how u got me... got me feenin

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